Hi Jason,
The finalist weekends have been booked for this season. It was a pleasure meeting you in New York and I wish you the best in the New Year!!
Kindest Regards,
Davida
Senior Producer ABC
Awwww...Bachelorette gets fisted by someone else. How do actors do it? You go in for a role of a lifetime and you think you nailed the audition and then...?! I think of Leonardo DiCaprio and him landing Titanic. Landing that role changed his entire life. To think there was another guy that was up against Leo and had he gotten the role his whole life would have changed forever. But now Hollywood has Leonardo DiCaprio and somewhere out in the world there is the runner up that is living the 'almost' life...
I 'almost' made it on Bachelorette and perhaps that would have lead me to my own $10million Snooki book deal.
I 'hang out' with a lot of 20yrld girls and they all watch the Jersey Shore. I am forced to see more of it then I ever have in my life. I see Snooki in Season 4. She lost a lot of weight, she landed the $5million book deal for a book she never had to write, and she seems to have found 'True Love'. Damn...my hat goes off to the Snooki. She did things that I could not...
What now for me and my self published books you ask? Well my days of running around barefoot in Speedo/Spandex are behind me. Everything that I've done to try and land the $10million book deal if it doesn't work one way I try another. That has been my motto. But there will be no second attempt to land on the Reality Shows. I've done that and I was as surprised as you that ABC The Bachelorette was the one that wanted me. It did make me really evaluate 'True Love' 101.
1. If you have 'True Love' there is no one else that you ever want to be with physically no matter what. Whether you are married or not. The only person that you want to kiss, touch, and be touched by is with your 'True Love'. Period '.'
2. If you are mortally wounded and facing death. Your 'True Love' will be by your side. Period '.'
I keep thinking of the words the ex-girlfriend left me with when she made fun of my failures as a self published author and my Naked Author act, "How'd that work out for you."
How did this work out for me I keep asking myself? It wasn't until I got cancer and I was walking by the children's ward of Robert Wood Johnson Hospital that I got some clarity on this. I have my dream of writing my books and landing my $10million book deal and I've done everything in my power mentally, physically, and emotionally to accomplish my dreams. When I walked by the children afflicted with cancer that aren't going to make it before they even get a chance to start a dream I realized how lucky I am and how much I have accomplished with my life.
I have written four books with two more on the way, I just need a book deal and 'True Love' to inspire me to write again. I got the name of the 11 yrld pretty blond hair, blue eyed girl that the day I found out I beat cancer on 9/12/11, I found out she has cancer in the brain and at this date is not doing well at all...
Her name is Madison Grace. I'm going to write her name on my Kayak when I Kayak from Brooklyn NY to Sandy Hook NJ this spring.
I have an absolute peace now in my life. Trying to land on the Reality Show was my last big push to land my $10million book deal. I could see me on Tosh.O. on Chelsea, TMZ etc.
God told me that all of my dreams would come true if I changed my ways after beating cancer and I have changed.
God was right about me beating cancer and I thought if I landed on The Bachelorette then all of my dreams would come true landing the $10million book deal. Perhaps God had something else in mind for me and how I will ultimately land my book deal? From now on instead of me fighting, clawing, and thinking of ways for me to make it I will now put it all in God's hands and whatever comes a long comes a long.
Just so everyone knows...God, the Devil, Jesus Christ are all aka Me, Myself, and I...aka My Ego, Super Ego, and Id.
Oh where will my journey take me now? TV would have been nice...
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