Next Stop Hollywood end of January!

It was my worst nightmare...walking into an audition and its nothing but good looking dudes coming and going out of the auditions. You don't get called into the Bachelor(ette) auditions unless you are good looking. All week I was stressing how am I going to separate myself from all these other tools that are auditioning for my spot? And the world is full of these tools and yesterday they were all thrown in my face. I wanted to puke. There were dudes coming out of the auditions and hugging each other and saying, "Bro we are going to be roomies!" Don't come up to me for a 'Bro Hug'! I'm not your Bro. Go Bro yourself! This is competition. I want your ass kicked to the curb. This isn't a game to me this is my one shot in life to make all my dreams come true...and I'm going to seize the opportunity.
They took all their head shots and body shots and put me on camera...but then I started to share my story with everyone. There were two producers and two other from the casting team. I captivated the room. I read a passage from my first book that I wrote about Love. "You can't ever own love; you simply borrow love when it comes to call. Sometimes you find love just for a short while. You play with it, add to it, and try to put your arms around it. Sometimes it slips away from you to someone else. Some people borrow love for a life time and release it at death. That's why love feels so right-it never dies, it just gets passed on to a new soul." Then I said, "I'm on a quest to find True Love again. I had it once and it slipped away. I need it in my life to inspire me to write my books and battle the world for all of it's treasures to give to her."
There is no other tool in the world that showed up and did what I have done. I shared my story with the producers and they want to read my book. I gave them my pink book, That's all HE wrote. Ladies and gentlemen...what you are reading now has become a fairy tale. My book is in the hands of the ABC producers, they want my story, and we will all find out if they want me. I don't know what the out come of all of this will be...but to have been able to share my story and get the producers of ABC excited enough about me and reading my book is unreal. To go from the streets hustling my books to now this...I don't know where this fairy tale is going to take me but I never want it to end.
If the producers pick me, I fly out to Hollywood end of January all expenses paid as a finalist for Bachelor(ette).
My head is spinning, what I just accomplished was unreal, where it all takes me...?